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Stories from the Night Writer

in collaboration with the Fifteen Minute Artist

 

By Connie Robillard

 

 

     
 

One thing I know, the unconscious holds treasures that the waking mind may resist.

Using dream material in writing is both daring and exciting. It makes use of raw creative energy.

The night writer uses the familiar and the strange to grab our attention
long enough for us to learn something about ourselves.

One thing to notice – dream stories capture our imagination with absurdity and at times fear with a twist of humor. Without these elements we would not remember the dream and its’ meaning would be lost.


This piece of work is a sample of the inner world of the Night Writer.


Use your imagination to picture a thick green forest with one central path. Notice the trees, ferns, the sound of the birds. Smell the pines, feel the earth beneath your feet.

The sun is shining through the branches, reflective light dances around you. Take your time, notice, there is no rush and there is nothing in your way.

As you move along the pathway the sky turns electric blue. In front of you the trees now change from what you thought were pines to white birches, illuminated and glowing.

You wonder why you have not seen these birches before. The sound of crackling bark fills your body as the paper thin covering unwinds from the trees. The sound is deafening, like a million loci eating their way into your mind.


Stay with this absurdity as you move from logical thinking mind to the mysterious world of the unconscious. Think of this as cleansing your emotional palate, getting you ready for a new message.


At the moment when the sound overwhelms you, the trees quiet and an old woman appears. Bent, knarled, leaning forward on her cane, seemingly unaware of your presence.

A part of you perceives the woman as a kindly grandmother with all the associations you have of such an elderly person. You follow the woman into the familiar cave tracing her footsteps. Finally she turns to face you. You recognize the as a woman as an acquaintance. She has no relationship to you but you hold the association that she is elegant, intelligent, successful and she knows all of your shameful thoughts and deeds.

Without words this creates a feeling of intense fear that floods your body self loathing. You turn back and run toward the exit of the cave.

Rounding the corner into the clearing a monstrous bat obstructs the light casting a shadow that is large and threatening. Its’ blackness dwarfs your presence obliterating all light, leaving you alone. With intention the bat slowly and seductively spreads her wings blocking the cave opening, trapping you inside.

The sound of your pounding heart pulsates through the cave. Your breath is heavy as you turn to run into the darkness. Blinded, you stand alone. Without options you fall to the ground and begin to crawl. Exhausted you find yourself in a space that is dimly lit.

A small flame burns in a corner of the cave. The fire light is reflected into a pool of clear water. Here, at the bend in the cave, a man calmly waits for you.

Basically you have been through hell and here stands a neatly dressed man in a serene place with a purple box in his hands.

Now if this was happening in the real life you might be pretty angry at this guy for waiting in a safely lit area, listening to your horror and not coming to save you from the obnoxious woman and the ferocious bat. But in the world of dreams you stand up and as if participating in a sacred ceremony graciously receive the box as a gift.

After all that you have been though you would think something wonderful was in the box but as you lift the cover a swarm of bugs flies up, circles your head and before you can speak the bugs are attracted by the fire’s flame. In an instant their burning is transformed into shimmering trails of color.

You feel great relief as if you have been given an answer to a life long mystery that up until now has eluded you.

Tomorrow the symbols of this dream may seem to vanish into thin air. The messages about relationship to Self and others will be metabolized making subtle behavioral and cognitive changes.


A word of caution about the Night Writer: He is a playwright that casts characters right out of the psyche of the dreamer. Each character is part of the dreamer’s personality, internal or external world. That may be comforting or a bit disturbing.

 
     
 
Photo by Connie Robillard

 

     
 

Connie Robillard, MA and Marcel Duclos, M.Ed, M.Th, partnered with photographer Ernie Gault to write A Doorway In The Desert in 2006. Their first book, Common Threads: Stories of Life After Trauma is in the process of being made into a documentary to be released at the end of this year. You are invited to preview the film.

 
     

 

     
   
     

 

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